Aye

What is that i can do if i want to tear when i see?
I must pray to God that do not let me do it !

You did not reject at first because you are too kind and felt that you enjoyed too,

Now i comfort that you reject because you are being too kind again ?

If this is the face i have to show as God's child

Thank God for this.
~*^_^*~

I Need You!!

Why must i realize that thr's nothing that I want besides You after beating around the bushes for days all the time:( ...

Yes, i will take anything that you are going to give so long i have already tried my best :)...

However thr's still a big wish of mine which You might see it as a small one that i would like to be realized !

Really wish for that...

I need Your strength ...

and

I Love You !

and perhaps ...

you somedays

~*^_^*~

Cheer up~

:( ... in pain when ur in pain :(!

Dont be sad !

I always want to care for you but sometimes i cant when you dont allow T.T! (should be all the time)

I never dare to ask even though i wanna know because i dont wanna stress you even more...

Sigh

Not knowing wad else i can do to this ...

Being silent is always the best way for both after knowing us for this period of time

There is no longer a need for you to understand anything from me nor do i needa confess anything more to you when everything seems to be so obvious as time passes

I do and i hope i will always and really do !

~*^_^*~

Sometimes ^^

Hmm sometimes when we read a very simple sms from someone...

We might just read through without the feeling of appreciating it !

Since now im experiencing it...

So gonna advise...

Sometimes a very simple sms sent to you might seem nothing as it can be just a sentence to encourage you on ur work or probably ur exams...

But we will never know whether the person has used up almost all of his or her energy to make you feel better by sending you that seems-nothing-sms!

He or she might just want you to have everything going smoothly today even though it's very tiring or difficult for him or her to tap an alphabet on either the keypad or the keyboard!

All we can do is appreciate it as part of your day!

~*^_^*~

One Kinda Feeling for Tonight

i have this very very very weird and small feeling off a sudden which i really wanna tell here...:)

you know that you wont be here ... so you sent some angels to me :)!!!

~*^_^*~

Inspired to Clear Webs :)

2010 is ending REAL soon

Time passes fast as we grow older haha!

Posting because of a fren who had worked so hard to achieve something which might seem to be easy to some of us but im touched to read his words.

Followed by the feeling of touch, i can see the guilt inside me ...

Should have worked hard when you have that ability to do so ...

Others who do not seem to have it are willing to double their efforts but me ...

Sigh ...

Its is too late for the past but thrs still a possibility for the coming challenge ...

I do not want to regret for the second time as God has already dragged me out of the dark once few months ago and gave me His grace at the same time *Loves*

I have a lot of dunno-what-to-do s in the brand new year.

The most difficult decision to make for this past 18 years is running slowly in my mind since ytd ...

---Collecting data~Analysing data~Processing data~Conclusion will be made without experimenting T.T!!!

I need God's lead for everything ... this is the strongest feeling that i've ever had for Him since the day i met Him.

I hope what i wish for now may come true but it all depends on what You've chosen because You always give the best of all!

I needa be good for all the time.

I can never make it on my own, so all i need is the strength from You!

I really want to give myself a try ...

I will try to do my best ...

I see his effort ...

Thus i believe with You in me and my effort, i must realize it!

I wish that this can last until the day i achieve it!

~*^_^*~

What to do...

Hmm sometimes i dont know whether it is the right way of treating you...
I am depressed whenever there is nothing that i can do seeing you suffering from all the work and people that you need to face
I know that only God can heal you but it makes me worse when i know that you're experiencing the miserable life of urs becoz u do not know who is He T.T...


Soooooo do-not-know-wad-to-do......
I have not done everything that i can for you...
I dont know how and i will have to pray really hard for u

You must know Him one day

~*T_T*~